School why you no teach me stuff? Why you stress me out instead?

“You know you’re in love when you can’t fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.” Dr.Seuss

But what happens when someone tries to change that and instead makes reality and your dreams both a living hell. What happens when whether you’re awake or asleep you just can’t help to cry because you feel like your loosing your other half to some other girl. How do you move on from such pain? How do you live when life has been sucked right out of you?

Dare I say, I want an apology. I want her to know that what she did is not right, I want her to know the pain she caused me. I want her to apologize and recognize the damage she did. It is not right to purposely break up a couple or attempt to. It is not right to be an accomplice to cheating. It is not right to spread malicious rumours, and it is not right to lie or to cheat. It is not right to go after people who are already in commited relationships. It is not right. I want her to know that is not right and that what she did really hurt me. But how do you do that? What she did is not right, and it is not okay. I want her to know that. But how do I tell her?

I’ve heard about this thing called forgive and forget, but I’m not sure of either. How do you forgive when the other person hasn’t even said sorry yet, how do you come to terms with something that you just can’t control. How do you forget the pain that something caused you? I don’t know how to do either very well and that makes my life so much more stressful and hard to deal with but I just can’t forget or forgive. Why forget? Why forgive? To forget is like not acknowledging the pain that you felt. To forgive is like saying that the pain caused was okay. But it’s not okay, it never is. I’m not saying to get revenge or to avenge but forgive and forget just doesn’t work for me. I want closure where I don’t have to forget but that I can look at the same pain differently. I’m not a vengeful person and I don’t want to cause harm, I just don’t want to forget the harm that others caused me. I will not forget and forgive is just too difficult. I guess because of this, I can never live or die in peace … .

Suddenly your youthful life is now a mafia video game come to life and life couldn’t get any better.

 Life moves so fast.

fast, faster, fastest.

zooommm..

as you see life move.

pause please?

stop please?

rest please?

I want to stop,

just a pause,

A little break if you will.

thedailywhat:

Follow Up of the Day: Looks like Kim Kardashian and her Digital Death compatriots aren’t doing so well. With less than an hour to go on the East Coast before World AIDS Day becomes International Day for the Abolition of Slavery, the shameful ploy to demand cash from fans in exchange for fatuous tweets appears to have bombed in a rather spectacular fashion.

The most notable thing to emerge from this experiment is how, in the span of 24 hours, with millions upon millions of followers among them, these celebs were only able to collect about as much money as one of them makes in a minute.

Hey famous people, here’s an idea: Instead of using your limelight to shuck cash off common Internet folk, maybe you pull out your gilded checkbooks and donate the million dollars out of those fortunes happenstance so graciously awarded you.

Oh, and don’t you dare come back online before that insensitive coffin fills up. You owe those poor kids that much.

[buylife.]

Why do humans fight? How is it natural to fight? I hear that all the time, that violence, and war are just part of the world, its natural. But we’re humans, we can thnk, have emotions, we can change our mind. We can communicate in so many ways. I don’t understand how we can fight eachother. I feel so much anguish when I see violence in my neighborhood; it saddens me so much that people would participate in that behaviour. Why do people fight and why do they fight eachother? We are all humans, with a heart beat, and we breath the exact same oxygen. Why do we fight?

thedailywhat:

Non-Player Character of the Day: American Greetings designer/illustrator Dan Liuzzi put on ThinkGeek’s signature tie and homemade mask and went as an 8-bit version of himself.

More pics here.

[thanks dan!]

that is an awesome costume idea :D

I came up with the greatest line ever for a story today and I completely forgot it. I really need to write more things down. And speaking of writing things down, I was thinking I should also start a dream diary? I will be going to university soon, so I figure anything my subconscience is trying to say could really help me. What do you guys think? Do you believe in dream interpretation? Got any advice for university? Heres a better question… I was thinking of becoming a librarian because then I could have a steady job, but how do you become a librarian in Ontario? Or should i stick with philosophy, something I really love but I just can’t really find a practical job with it. But then again I don’t want practical. Honestly, I envision myself doing speaches and solving the world’s issues but I don’t think I can do that.

chandler-bing:

Why the hell can I hear a thump when I look at the picture? And no thump when I look away?

literally

  ssssooo true. Its scary :S

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